I had a dream that I talked to him ajd it wasn’t bad. He thought I was cute and I didn’t get sick. I also saw Jae, who cockblocked us. And there was a school shooting? No one got hurt, but it was scary. We did another piece on Hunt. And it was fun. Seeing how Americsn criminals dress. I got a Hello Kitty toaster from her as an award. It was funny. Also a chocolate chip pastry c:
Um yeah. Happy December, guys.
I hope everything works out because right now, it’s not looking so good.
Because I’m stupid and this is just all the bad things I’ve done, crashing down on me all at once. I’m stupid I’m stupid I’m stupid.
My friends call you my first love. No doubt, you are. It sucks that you can’t say the same about me. After all these years, it’s still only you.
But I’m so thankful that we’re still friends. And we are where we are right now. And I still love you. And I’m sorry that I never said any of this to your face. I wonder if it would even change a thing.